alone but stronger

No school.

2009-01-28T11:13:00.003-05:00

Aww.. We don't have school today due to inclement weather.. Means the road is icy and snowy.. BWAHAHA.. I'm so happy at least i can stay at home and rest. Lol but in other side it's kinda boring. Especially tyler's phone broke last night.. UGH! Over charged and now he couldn't open it.. UGHHH!.. So now i don't know how i can contact him. He doesn't have extra phone and his mom doesn't want him to buy a new phone ugh.. so sucky, INDEED! Anweiz, hopefully i enjoy today off. lol

Jan- 2009

2009-01-24T09:39:00.002-05:00

It's been a month since i haven't update my blog.. Haha:)) too lazy and busy to update. lol First month of 2009 is almost done you probably thinkin what i had done in past few months.. Well, actually i'd enjoyed my winter break for a month. Even though me and tyler only see each other once a week, I'm still satisfied on it. Anways, spring sem started 4 days ago and i went well.. :) Nakakaloka ang lamig haha :)) biglang ganun.. Tinatamad na ako.. edit ko na lang mamaya :p

Boo's Blog Numbah cuatro :)

2008-12-01T10:32:00.001-05:00

November 22, 2008 - Saturday

Blog numba Cuatro boo,

Lets see how can I start this, love is amazing indeed. It can do so many things to one person. In my case your love and action toward me have changed me like catepillar into a butterfly emotionally. First off, I never thought I'd be sooo emotional forreal its gift and a curse Im sure. You and I really know I care for you like no other. Everything we do and say effects how I feel the whole day as you know. When your upset or sad im upset or sad and viseversa. I never want to disappoint you. Id give you everything I can, you said im the perfect boyfriend to which i replied "im not perfect but I'll love you like no other and will care and treat you good with every ounce of blood and sweat in my body body boo". You've changed my perspective on my own self, I never knew I was the jealous type let alone the romantic type, I really am romantic and I dont even try to be i just am naturally haha. You changed my sleeping pattern lol, sleepyhead sleepyhead, but I love our allnight nap, cuddle, sleep convos we have on the phone. Im Sprung liek crazy and you are too. Love you so very much babii love. Mahal Kita indeed, love you so mucho. Second Chances are great and they make us stronger im glad it wasnt finished that Sunday as we both know.

Love always,
your tall,handsome gangsta, bboyfriend, sexy love, baby boo,
Tyler SCOTTY Hoover lol

love you indeed, love when you make me blush lately too =)

Vids

2008-11-08T22:38:00.003-05:00

My bboy-friend made me a video and i really love it. Thanks babii boo.
Love you sooooo much.

Emotions

2008-10-26T22:59:00.006-04:00

Don't know how to start this. *inhale exhale* LOL :p

Ok, Tyler Scott Hoover is the guy that i'm in-love with. Everybody should know that by now:p Awneiz, How the heck I'll start this entry. Let just say that Me and My boo had a misunderstanding earlier today. Or let just say that i messed with him AGAIN! Though i didn't notice that I'd already hurting him that time. I don't know why i keep tellin him about my ex guy friend if i know that he'll get jealous with him. Stupid me! and yeah that's how we had a misunderstanding today.

Boo,

Sorry again, i know i keep saying that to you but this time i really mean it. Sorry if I'm hurtin you. Sorry if I'm being indecisive. Sorry if your girlfriend is soooooooooooo childish and immature.I sounds like a broken record. :p LOL. Boo, I don't love him anymore. Nothin to be worry about him. Your my Life NOW. Your my world.You complete me!You give everything that i wouldn't expect that someone will give to me.Sexii Love, you just don't have any idea how you makes me happy every time I'm with you. I can't breath when I'm with you boo. I feel like I'm always safe whenever I'm with you. You just don't know how much i love you.I love you more than anything else in this world.So puh-lees boo, don't think about him anymore his my past and You are My future. I love you soooo much. So lucky to have a guy like you in my life.

With Love;
Your Sandii Boo(:

Friends No matter what.

2008-10-26T22:48:00.005-04:00

This day is sooo weird and many emotions that i feel.

First, the issues between me and my friends. I've already notice that i'm losing communication with them because I'm always with my boyfriend. I feel sooooo guilty. I know i shouldn't did that. They are my friends no matter what.I love 'em so much that's why it hurts me whenever they're mad or upset with me. Sorry guys if you feel like i'm takin u for granted thou i know in my heart that never happened nor will happen. Love you Ekang, Margret and Princess.INDEED!. Thank you for givin me advice and always remindin me on everything that i am doin.

Long Time No Entry

2008-10-18T12:46:00.003-04:00

It's been a while since i updated my blog. I miss my blog so badly.
Anyways, many things happened for the past few months.
I'm sooo busy with my school stuffs and busy with my new BBoy-friend. :p
i don't wanna say anything about my past love life anymore. LOL -MEAN-
But yeah I am happy and contented now.
Don't wanna ask for more.
Having him in my life is enough.

September

2008-09-01T23:01:00.003-04:00

After a week of reading Twilight, finally I'm done on it and now I'm currently reading New Moon. (The sequel of twilight.) maybe next week I will be done reading it. hehe^^. getting addicted with it though.
Next Target: Eclipse with hardbound. err! too expensive..

Anyway, It's BER time. When you hear ber it means that Christmas is coming.. but before that, Birthday ko muna. haha:))In the 18th of September i'll be 17th years old of existing in this world. And One more year to go, I'll be officially a teenager.bwahaha>:)

A Month entry

2008-08-26T22:02:00.007-04:00

Many things happened this month, First- I pass all my summer courses.. yey! (: which I'm really thankful to my teachers that they pass me.. ahaha:))
Second- Oklahoma Vacation was sooooo fun, I really enjoyed it!.. 2 weeks, oklahoma vacation is not enough for me.. It's really a short time. Men! how i wish i could stay longer there. We went to will rogers house. He's a old cowboy which birthplace is in Oologah OK. His house utensils is antiques. Which are awesome!.. and yeah, we watched Zachary's soccer game.. God! He is a really good soccer player.. haha:)) i was amazed on his game.. dang it!..How i wish i can watch him play again ):

Third- School started yesterday. Everything turns well, except on one thing.. The freaking bus didn't show up again.. And so i need to change my schedule so that i can catch the bus in the afternoon.. Prof are great i guess:-/
PSY- not bad but i assure you guys it's hard, First day of class term project agad!.. ahuhu :(
ENG- the professor is senior citizen. LOL :p but I'm glad Ekang was there..FYI! Were classmates..haha (naks special mention ka kang.. LOL )
And the other subjects were neat and cool ;)
Fourth- I'm craving on Twilight.. dang it!.. it's driving me crazy.. haha:)) i sooo love that freaking book and also EDWARD and BELLA.. I'm almost done reading it. Can't wait to see it on theater.
Next Target: NEW MOON *smug*

HATE DIS FREAKING DAY..

2008-07-31T21:17:00.004-04:00

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE IN OUR FREAKING HOUSE.. MEN!..I HATE THEM! THEY ACT LIKE A CHILD, I MEAN IF THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG THEY SHOULD TALK ABOUT IT..NOT LIKE THIS,THEY AREN'T TALKING OR ANYTHING!.. FINE IF YOU GUYS WANT THIS SET-UP THEN OK I WOULDN'T TALK TO BOTH OF YOU.. MAXADO KAUNG MA-PRIDE..DEMIT!..

-- For give me about my update today, I'm just upset with both of them..gusto ko lang din labas ung nararamdaman ko :( xeit!

2 weeks entry :D

2008-07-20T13:13:00.003-04:00

i don't know how to start this entry. hehe^^.
anweiz, last Wednesday umuwi na si Greta. sa pinas ahuhu :( We already miss you pongz. :p balik ka na. haha:)) so as we planned we had despedida shopping with her at Annapolis mall.. [sosyal ang lola niyo] but we didn't eat at korean restaurant, coz it was already late and she have a curfew until 6pm..so we just ate at chinese fast food on the mall. We saw a jeans at garage and guess wat? it only cost $5.(sooo cheap) haha:)) so kanda-ugaga ang mga lola niyo kakatingin ng jeans.. aun shopping talaga kame. too bad princess wasn't there.

we didn't stop until we perfect our picture. haha:)) vain!

Ocean City Vacation

2008-07-20T12:58:00.007-04:00

OC vacation [July11-13]
-this entry should be posted last week but i got lazy[as always]so i didn't post it.
anweiz, OC vacation was so fun.. i got drunk. haha:)) i throw up 3 times. men!. that was my first time. haha:))

i think this was my 6 shot. deym!.. haha:)) [namumula na ako]

with princess.i'm kinda tipsy..but i still know wat am i doing. i guess. haha:))

hola

2008-07-06T23:15:00.004-04:00

wee.. it's been 3 weeks since the last time i posted here :) I'm kinda busy on school stuffs and at the same time I'm busy on gala.. :p err.I'm starting to hate school too. LMAO.. a month more and I'm done on summer classes. yeyy!. and imma go on oklahoma na.. yoohoo.. anweiz, next week i'm at OC so 3 days and 2 nights wala ako. HAHA:] panay ang gala ko.. ampf!..

and hey today i met new friends. hehe^^. and they are so cool. kaso nose bleed eh english pagng-uusap kame. LOL. pero mga pinay din sila. dey just want to talk in english.. di xempre kailangn english din ang lola nio.. HAHAHA:]

new circle of friends. :) (L)bianca,sandy,bea and faye(R)
that should be a funny picture but it turned to ridiculous one. :p

It's camping time again.

2008-06-20T08:15:00.002-04:00

I'll be out for 3 days and 2 nights. I'm going to Pennsylvania with mah step bro and his family.. err. nosebleed un for sure. HAHAHA:) lintek na yan. anweiz, i hope it will be fun. LOL if not so imma go home . LOL as if i know how to drive and the way home.. hahaha:)

and another one singngit ko na lang dito.. ahmm, kame ulit. err. i don't need to explain it.it just happened dat i say i love him..dat is it!

happy papa's day

2008-06-15T21:46:00.003-04:00

Happy father's day daddy :)

father's day didn't turn so special today. why? we didn't go anywhere. we just stay at home. Moms iron the clothes and i did my rough draft for our group report on Wednesday, so nothing special happens. and i hate it!.. but still happy father's day..

random thoughts

2008-06-14T22:49:00.003-04:00

- first, I'm single again!. yea!.. don't ask me why? coz i don't know how to explain it. but it just happened that i couldn't feel it anymore.. i mean the love, maybe because we're both far too each other and i need to admit it MAHIRAP talaga siya..

- I hate all my teachers this semester, first they give lower grades. i hate the way they grade us.. deym!.. second, ang plastic nila. ampf!..

- i don't know how to feel or react bout my classmate. :p sabi nila he likes me daw.. peo indi naman nagtatapat but i feel it thou. LOL anweiz, i don't want to entertain anyone yet. I'm still enjoying my singe life.. :)

bez Ü

2008-06-04T23:02:00.006-04:00

once in a blue moon lang kame mag-drama ng best friend ko. and i want it to share with you guys.

rich said:kaw nlang nagiisa kong bez. I swear. Ü Ur real true existing no one can't take dat title from you.

sandy said: tnx din bez, sory if sometimes indi ako nakakarepz sau. :(

rich said: u will c ur tru friends in times of need and i'm happy to say your the only i see walking with me. tnx bez..

sandy said: even though we haven't seen each other for so long. we still keep in touch. and nag-share ka pa din sken.. ur da best bez sv ko nga sau ur all around eh. sister na best friend pa.

i'm really happy and thankful to have a best friend like Richelle Lyn David Opilla.
promise. na-touch ako!.Ü ahmisyah bez..

good news/bad news

2008-06-03T16:59:00.007-04:00

- it's been a week since I start taking summer classes. It's going pretty good i guess. LOL.. The professors are good too. I'm only taking 4 classes for dis sem. 2 classes per month, 4 days a week and it will end on august 4th. it starts at 8.30am and end at 1.15pm. GOD!.. I'm really a good student. LMAO.. I'm enjoying it even though it starts early in the morning. and it's only a short term so I'll be patience about it. XD

- nasa pinas na ung corpse nung husband ng cous ko the one who died at saudi. they arrived last saturday morning at 1.30am. I don't know how to react when we called and they said that nag-iba ung mukha nila. Kuya bobby got a crack on his head, den ung noise niya nawala sa ayos. i feel pity on my cousin and her kids.. how i wish na nandun ako para i-comfort si iche.. *sigh*
Please pray for them.

i loss 6 pounds

2008-05-30T09:13:00.005-04:00

yey!.. i loss 6 pounds..haha:] i'm so happy. lahat ng pants ko maluwag saken naun.. den meon akong pants na masikip na saken dati naun kasya ulit..bwahaha >:) i'm so happy..
madami na din nagsabi na ng-loss nga ako ng weight.. ung weight ko dati 134 den naun ngtimbang ako 128 na lang..bwahaha.. peo kailangan ko pa din maglose ng 8 pounds..weee.. coz my target weight is 125-120.. hihihi.. anweiz, atleast i lose weight noh.. kaya no sweet pa din.. den 1/2 cup rice. XD tama na ulit ang kakalamon ng banana split :D

mother and daughter

2008-05-25T23:19:00.002-04:00

Me and my Mom got picture addict earlier..After the mass we went to seaside and ate crab cake. It so damn yummy! i so love that restaurant. LOL anweiz, itoh ung first time na ngkasundo kame sa pictorial chuva..haha:] she took me some picha and den after dat i took her too. so alternate. one word to describe us WE'RE VAIN.. hahaha:] and i knew it mas-pretty ang mommy ko.. hehe:]

surprise guest

2008-05-25T23:15:00.002-04:00

(From L-R)ate anne, ate hazel, me, mom, dad and kuya teddy..

It's been 2 years since the last time i saw them at my despideda party. Best friend ni mommy ng mom nila. den ung youngest sister nila best friend ko.. We're classmate since grade 1 to 1st yr h.s. can u imagine dat!. :p kung di ako umalis ng pinas magkasama pa din kame nun sa college and sa dorm, walang iwanan eh.. hahaha:] but i miss her though. anweiz, napagusapan nila ung mga times na magkakasama kame, ung times na baby pa kame ni colae. :p they stayed like 2 hours here nagkamustahan den kumain ng crab cake. the best un dito sa baltimore eh..

2008 American Idol

2008-05-21T18:46:00.003-04:00

Yeah! David Cook won!. I thought indi siya ung mananalo kasi yesterday night indi ganun kaganda ang performance niya but thank god he won!.. I love them both. Si Archu magaling sa mga slow songs pero si Cook pang-band ang voice. I love the way he sing the always be my baby of my mariah carey. Kinikilig ako pagnaririnig ko ung song na yun. hahaha:] anweiz un lang.. share ko lang.. tamad pa kasi ako naun eh. :p

Spring semester Last picha

2008-05-18T20:38:00.005-04:00

taken last Thursday on my writing class. Our last picha before the semester end. I really enjoyed this class. I will miss you guys. :( enjoy your summer vacation..see yah on fall :)

Happy Mudra's Day

2008-05-11T16:49:00.002-04:00

To my Mommy: Happy mother's day..Ur the best mom in the whole wide world.. Even though indi ko ganun sinasabi sau kung gano kita kamahal.. i know naman na alam mo na un.. HEHE :]. I love you so much.. tsup! tsup!

What Kind Of Eyes Do You Have?

2008-05-10T23:23:00.003-04:00

What Kind Of Eyes Do You Have?

ANSWER: ***Brown eyes***
People with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. They love to please the one they care or love for, and are the greatest kissers of all. You care deeply for family and are affectionate with a tendency towards seriousness.

I took this Quiz on facebook and talaga promise.totoo yan..akong ako eh.. HAHA:] pera lang ata sa greatest kisser of all. :p LOL i really don't know how to kiss. (humble effect :p )

Funny Pinoy Signs

2008-05-08T21:34:00.002-04:00

--aus na pangalan ng tindahan di ba? HAHA:] langhiya! siguro ang bili-bili niang tindahan na yan..

-- itoh pa isa ang tindi din..HAHA :]] indi pwede ang utang naun balik ka bukas pwede na.. HAHA:] adik naman ung tindera nian..

-- dis one wrong spelling. FURTHER NOT FOR THERE. hehe XD i'm getting mean again.

-- Aus ang meaning db?

Madami pa yan eh. kaso yan lang ung pinili kong maganda :p

Hey pebirdey

2008-05-05T20:44:00.010-04:00

May 8 -Mama Lely and Ate Pam's Birthday

May 10 -Ate Alvie's birthday
just wait with ur PSP dude.. :p happy birthday.

May 16 -Ate Sarah's birthday
hope u'll be ok soon. happy birthday.

May 18 -Kuya Bogart's birthday

May 30 -IC's birthday
yey!..ur big boy now!..indi na ate anda ang twag mo saken. sandra na..HAHA:]

whole week post

2008-05-04T20:51:00.010-04:00

woot!. long time no post. :p i miss my blog. I'm to busy in school stuffs that's why i couldn't post lately.

anweiz, what happened dis whole freaking week? :-/ Argument, A little fight, Misunderstanding, and Confusion. Can i just call this week a hell week? :| Gahd!. 5 freaking days of argument. We was like "away-bati" dis whole week. I don't know what to do. Geez! He's mad at me. I tried to talk to him, but he shut me off. Okie! I admit it! I'm the one who did wrong. :| YOU Brat Sandy :p
but it was only a small thing and he made it a big thing. I just told him about the picha of my ex boyfriend that i saw and den he got mad. If i know he got jealous *roll eyes* lol :p and another one he got mad when i stayed up late wooo! i slept around 5am :| One word to say I'm ADDICT.. :p but I'm not into drugs.. HAHA kidding..And den i got jealous when he went to a debut and overnight swimming. wee! many negative things that came on my mind dat tym. hehe^^. I'm a negative thinker. :p anweiz, we're good now,and we already talked about what happened. Back to normal and back to mushy and cheesy messages. :p

tragic happened

2008-04-24T19:47:00.004-04:00

TIME: 7.00 AM
DATE: Tuesday, April 22, 2008

I was sleeping when my mom went to my room screaming and i saw her crying while she was talking on the phone. I was puzzled and couldn't understand what was happening. She kept mentioning Kuya Bobby and Kuya Jojo's name and i was like owh? so? Then she told me what happened, My cousin's husband(kuya bobby) was died with his brother in law(kuya jojo) at Saudi Arabia. I was shocked! coz they just flew at Saudi last Saturday and look what happened after 2 days they're died already?!. It was an accident, they're on the way to their work when the tragic accident happened. I felt numb when I've heard that bad news as in really bad. The agency said that it will take a month before the body arrive in Philippines, that sucks!!!.. how can they see the body if it already sealed? gahd! i feel sorry for my cousin and her kids.. until now we can't get over it. It's really sad and we can't accept the fact that they already died in just a snap.

billboard cheness

2008-04-21T20:58:00.002-04:00

SEX can wait your FUTURE can't

isn't it right? nadaanan kasi namin ni ekang ung billboard na yan ung nakalagay. Talagang nung nakita ni ekang sabi saken. dude, bagay sau..i was like wat the?. :)) langhiya! pano naman kasi naging bagay saken yan :)) crap!! i know i have a boyfriend but i won't do such a thing that i know na ung parents ko ay mawawalan ng tiwala saken..coz i still need to focus on my study and i need to help my relatives too..walanghiya ka ekang!..haha:)) pamukha ba daw saken un :p

anweiz, i know dat message are for the teenagers who really sexually active..but too bad i'm not one of them.. But the message is really true i was thinking about that message when we pass by thru the tunnel.. and realize dat the message is really really true.. for me just focus first on your career den after u full fill your goal then go on and do what you want.. magwala na kayo kung gusto nio basta magkapgtapos lang kau and alam niong may pagmamalake kau..

erika's small birthday party

2008-04-19T12:27:00.004-04:00

we've celebrated ekang's birthday yesterday,that suppose to be a surprise party..
HAHA:] kaso wala xa time kasi may work siya.. kaya un biglaan na lang..

parang children's patry HAHA:]

we miss one person? who do you think she is?HAHA:] of corz si MS.HEADACHE..HAHA:]
actually kahit wala xa. we're still happy..

i made that cake..HAHA:] looks like ube. :p anweiz, Again Happy birthday Ekie.. labby dude..xOXo!

Love Love Love

2008-04-17T21:47:00.005-04:00

Sintomas ng PINOY LOVE:

As if walang pakialam pero deep inside, worried na... miss na miss na.
Pag nag-text, "So what?" daw Pero later, magre-reply rin naman.
Pa-erase-erase pa ng # kunwari pero... hello... memoryado naman 'yung #.
Kapag hindi tine-text ng bf/gf niya, kunwari, na-wrong send para
magpapansin.
Ayaw mag-text pero nagtatanong sa barkada ng bf/gf niya kung kumusta na.
Haaayy... LOVE nga naman sa Pilipinas, oh... pang-adik!
--- HAHAHAHA..natamaan ako! ganun naman talaga ata pagin-love eh.. HAHA

Mga PAMATAY na HIRIT:

"Kumain ka ba ng asukal? Ang tamis kasi ng ngiti mo!"
"May lahi ka bang keyboard? Type kasi kita!"
"Ipapupulis kita! Ninakaw mo kasi ang puso ko!"
"Are you a dictionary? Kasi, you add meaning to my life."
"Meron ka bang lisensya? Kasi, you drive me crazy."
"I lost my number. Can I have yours?"
"Angel ba ang name mo? Kasi, you look like one."
"I forgot your name. Can I call you mine?"
PAMATAY na REPLY
"Excuse me, kumain ka ba ng mais? Ang corny mo kasi!"
---This one is so corny but xempre sweet din kung tutuusin.. HAHAHAHA :] naku love nga naman kung anoh-anuh na lang ang masasabi mo kung talagang mahal mo ang isang tao..u don't care if it chesssyyy or what for you it is how you show/say how much they real mean to you..

late-nest

2008-04-17T12:34:00.002-04:00

deym!. it's been two effing days, yesterday i was late because i missed the bus that i usually ride and here you go again.. it happened again to me earlier, so nauwi sa indi ko pagpasok.. don't call me lazy, but it just dat here in MD we need to be on the bus stop 10mins before the bus came. and that sucks.. kasi naman filipino time pa din ako eh..HAHA:))

But next week i sure you guys,i won't be late again.. :]

2008-04-15T20:15:00.002-04:00

naku, indi ko alam kung bakit tinotopak ako naun. XD
nagiging matampuhin ako lately.. taz lagi pa ako nangungulit
bakit kaya ganun? :-/

kasi naman eh. lakas topak ko naun!..
naiinis ako kay neil patrick L. fuentes..

Happy Birthday..

2008-04-15T17:58:00.008-04:00

April birthday Blues..

~~April 3- kuya erick~~
sorry late. haha^^. anweiz happy birthday.. i miss you.. sana makauwi ka next year..

~~April 14- Tisay~~
hey girl, happy 1st birthday. hope too see you!.. ^^.

~~April 15- ekang~~
happy happy birthday erika!.. ayyeeiii!!.. matanda ka na. HAHA^^. lablab dude!..

~~April 19- papang [my lolo]~~
happy birthday pang!.. i really miss you.. -___-

April 30- mamang [lola]
happy birthday mang!.. miss you na din. -__- hopefully paguwi ko makapunta ako sa cemetery..

summer is coming

2008-04-11T15:55:00.004-04:00

It's been like wat? 5days since my last post. I'm to lazy to update my blog and of course busy in school finals is coming and also my summer classes. hayzzz! -__-
Speaking of summer,wooo!.summer is coming i can feel it now. haha^^. The weather today is great, and i'm loving it ;) and owh i want to crave banana split right now but i just can't -_____- sweet kasi.. waaaaaa..and u know NO SWEETS (lintek na diet na yan hahaha^^.) me really wants banana split!. poor sandy!.That's why imma post na lang the picture of banana split here. :[

how i wish i can eat banana split ryt now :( i hate this diet thingy. hehe:]

couch potato

2008-04-06T21:58:00.002-04:00

sorry guys! i'm to lazy to update here in my blog. :p anweiz, my weekend was not so bad though, i just stayed home looking at my room ceiling and trying to figure out how to lose weight. haha:] yeah u heard me ryt, i'm trying my very best to lose weight :[ *sigh* i hope i can make it :[ i mean my body have a curves but i'm not satisfied with it. My weight is 134lbs. O_O shocks i'm so effing fat.. and my weight goal is around 120. hayzz. i'll be the happiest teenager on earth if i could make it. Imma try the water therapy.

As of today.

NO SWEETS -i'm trying my best para indi kumain ng sweets :[

NO SODA -actually indi naman talaga ako nainom ng soda LOL :p

NO JUICE

NO JUNK FOODS

And 3 ways to be successful in losing weight are:

1. determination
2. effort
3. exercise

wish me luck :)

doubt is an element of faith

2008-04-03T14:30:00.006-04:00

Last sunday while i was on church i felt really sleepy but the gospel really hit me it's all about doubt. Parang sabi ni God saken "Sandy, This One is for you." haha:] sabi dun sa gospel most people think that doubt is the opposite of faith. Yeah it's true coz me myself think that to. But in the gospel " Doubt is an element of Faith. It's only an element. Doubt never been an opposite of faith.I forgot the exact explanation of it,but after dat gospel proclamation i just realize that Never doubt but have faith in him (God).. :)

Matthew 21:21
Jesus replied, "I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and it will be done.

spring break is over

2008-03-30T20:57:00.006-04:00

after i read the my girl and i last thursday morning. i read it AGAIN :D wee. gahd i'm really hook on it!..tsk<3 anweiz, yeah i finished reading it like 3 in the morning.hehe^^. adik eh!. sinusulit ko lang ang spring break and now wala na ppasok na aq bukas!..

anweiz, earlier while chatting with patrick, i felt like he didn't miss me at all, hayzz..parang i expected too much from him and it hurts me for real..and un bigla akong nainis sa kanya! :D yeah sabihin niyo nang maarte peo sorry i just need attention from him :| all i want lang naman kasi is tumawag siya saken, and magsorry :[ but yes! god still loves me hehe:] tumawag nga si patrick and un he apologize and dis tym apology accepted na. haha^^ arte ko eh! den when i said dat he was like Yun yun lang hinihintay ko eh. love you bhabui sweet na eh may bhabui pa. haha :] pero ung voice nia talagang ang saya nung sinabi nia un. haha :] and while me xempre kinikilig.

short entry :D

2008-03-28T00:22:00.003-04:00

long time no blog. haha :] i'm back..i'm just enjoying my 1 week spring break.. hehe^^. of corz with friends.I don't know why i'm so active on candymag ryt now. haha :] and i'm editing my profile there..3 more days left and back to school.. weee.. deym it!..
and i need to attend summer classes too. ahuhu :[ i wish i can enjoy my summer..

* sorry if short lang ung entry ko.. ang tawag jan may ma-entry lang.. hahaha :D *

sapul

2008-03-24T19:53:00.005-04:00

it was kinda boring today, coz no school for a week.. And i think we can't go to the movie house to watch shutter this week coz mah friends don't have money and me either.. hahaha :] we're poorita!. :p anweiz, i'm reading again The My Girl and I in Ttalk for the 4th tym :D and I found this line and OMG! it's really hit me..

FAITH IN FATE in tagalog TIWALA SA KAPALARAN and yeah that's true..if we love someone we should trust them with all our hearts..sa tagalog pagmahal mo ang isang tao dapat may tiwala ka sa kanya.. Trust is one of the important foundation in a relationship.. ;)

In the book "letters to my Son" by Kent Nerburn, he says, You don't choose love. Love chooses you. All can really do is accept it for all its misery when it comes into your life. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.

-very well said and yeah touching too. i mean when it comes to love we really don't know the real reason why we love them it just happen.

Love is when you don't know why you seem to be attracted to a person. Love has it's own reason and that reason is unknown.

happy birthday alexis

2008-03-21T22:35:00.005-04:00

it's been a long day..i'm so tired, but everybody's happy though..specially da birthday girl..hehe^^.

alexis blowing her candle..haha^^.with her sissy and at the back with her friend Dohhaaa(dora)..haha^^. dat's so funny coz she's really excited to blow it!and she did it twice. hahaha^^. she was like saying to her dad "again again again" really cute ^___^

to: alexis.

nanang loves you so much. haha^^. specially poppy and nana.. we love yah spoiled brat..

spring

2008-03-20T20:37:00.005-04:00

yey!.. finally!.. spring break is here... wooohooo no school for 1 week.. yey!! i don't have any plans yet but i think imma gonna spend my 1week at home. poor sandy :[
but imma try to go at dc to see cheery blossom parade..hehe^^. lemme ask my friends first.-__-

here's da short info for the cherry blossom parade:

SATURDAY, APRIL 12, 2008 at 10 AM
We invite you to attend one of Washington's most exciting traditions - the Parade of the National Cherry Blossom Festival. The Parade steps off at 10:00 AM and marches along historic Constitution Avenue between 7th and 17th Streets, NW.

weekend galore

2008-03-17T17:42:00.007-04:00

Friday

- We just went to glen burnie town center and chick fil-a Gahd! I miss milkshake.. hehe^^. it's been like wat?1week since the last tym i had it. :D

Saturday

- Yeah i got my check card. i already have debit card woohooo.. pwede na ako magshopping.. haha :]
Saturday night we went to baby shower and finally i meet dis girl same age as mine,i've always see her at da church but really i don't know her, but when we've seen each other last saturday we both smile and say hi,finally i got to knoe her. she is Fayee. She's nice, 5yrs na sila dito sa maryland, we talked about school, and etc. after that we've exchange numbers and y.m id..

Sunday

- Movie Marathon I watched The cutting edge i don't like the first one coz it was old i mean i was like 1yr old when they release this movie.hehe^^. so it was kinda boring i think.-__- The cutting edge 2 gold chuvaness :D i don't know da exact title. hehe^^. and the cutting edge 3 chasing ur dream this two are awesome movies, i really love it. Sweet and kinda drama u know love story chuvaness. hehe^^.

and that's all for my weekend. :p

goal for next month

2008-03-15T11:33:00.005-04:00

1.ipod touch i really want to buy ipod touch,don't know why but this week I'm so addicted with it and keep looking how much will it cost if I will buy one, i think it will cost $300+.
but next month I'll sure you i already got one of dis.. hehe^^.

indi naman maxadong halata na obsess ako sa ipod touch naun..

2.diet haha^^. i know matagal ko na tong goal.haha peo i can't make it.but now, sure na ako diet na talaga..i'll start with simple diet.
i read an article about how to lose weight in small changes and i think i can make it though. :]

tnx for da link ate mei,helpful talaga siya lola.. ;)

3. and the last one, amma thinking about a surprise birthday party for my friend, guess who?.. haha^^.

2 years..

2008-03-12T22:15:00.004-04:00

wow!it's been 2years since i first came here in US. seems like yesterday lang ha!. haha^^.
1year left and uuwi na ako ng pinas.yes!..un ung pinakahihintay ko eh. :p

for that 2years i used to wait a bus, deym that effing bus.. :p coz that the only way para makapunta ako ng school so no choice.

being independent, kasi dito i'm the one whose fixing my sched sa school o kaya ung mga things na kailangan, not like sa pinas my mom is always at my side.

having such a good friend like erika, margret and cessa. gahd! i'm so lucky to have them in my life, they like a sister to me. i love you gurls. haha^^.

Ironing clothes oh gahd! that's the hardest one, at first i'm not used to it pero habang tumatagal natutunan ko naman. hehe^^. ang hirap kaya!

and oh i so love baking, now i know how to bake cake, egg pie, cassava and etc. and yeah sometymz may nagoorder saken. haha^^.

i want to share more pero wala na ako maisip. :] na brain stuck na ako. tell next tym though. ;)

happy 28th monthsary

2008-03-11T17:56:00.004-04:00

dhie,

Happy Monthsary, wow! it's been 2years and 4months already seems like it was just yesterday. Imagine how long was it:) I'm so thankful to have you on my life. I know that our relationship is hard but i hope we can make through with it.I love you and i always do. Just hold on dhie. I love you panget! :) ~~wanna spend my life with you~~

oldie pictures

2008-03-07T23:03:00.003-05:00

When i was browsing my aunt profile on friendster i saw her primary picture and OMG it was there family picture..

I don't have any idea what year it is.hehe^^.
I so miss my grandparents and also uncle bob he's the one who's wearing white and black shirt..he died last may 1,2003 but still i can't get over it. It was just like that i grew up with him he's like a father to me.

This one i was browsing my cousin pictures too on friendster and i saw this pictures also..

It's funny coz we're so young in this picture.. I'm nothing saying that we're old na, hahaha^^. but i think i was 11 yrs old back den in this picture..

and here's the other one.. :D

last 2006, a week before i left phil. haha^^, funny oldie pictures.. and at the same time when i was looking to this pictures i felt sad.. coz i really miss them..

one more year sandy.. and you'll see welcome back Philippines na naman..hehe^^.

birthday blues

2008-03-05T20:32:00.009-05:00

~~March 3 Paul's birthday~~
Happy birthday bheb. hahaha :] sike! hope makaya mo lahat ng trials na dumating sa lyf mo..^^. aja! i'm olweiz here for yah!. ;)

~~March 6 Iche's sweet 16.~~
Couz, happy sweet 16.. enjoy ur teenage life..wish you more boyfie to come..mwah..yabzu..

~~March 9 eriko's birthday~~
Hey gurl, happy birthday, it's been a long time since we meet.. i miss yah!. be gud to ur mom..

~~March 16 ate Tina's birthday~~
ate, happy birthday matanda ka na!. haha:] yngatz lagi. tnx sa lahat :p missyah!..

~~March 18 tita onat~~
Ta Onat, happy birthday. wish more fafa to come.. :] namiss ko na magparelax ng hair sau..

~~March 21 Alexis 2nd birthday~~
Alexis, happy birthday, stay naughty!Nang-Nang, poppy and nana loves you so much.. spoiled brat!. hahaha :]

March 31 Erika's birthday
Happy 15th birthday aika!.. hinay-hinay sa pagibig. sasabunutan kita jan eh. hahaha:] yabzu!..

To all who will celebrate their birthday this month happy birthday guys..
Wish you all more birthday to come..

bunso Ü

2008-03-04T22:55:00.004-05:00

kuya paulo of banidad, did this for me. ayeeii! he really loves his bunso. hehe^^.
tnx kuya pau for doing this banner [i think.] lol.. i really love it.. Awesome work!..

Buhay America

2008-03-03T16:35:00.001-05:00

Akala ng mga tao na nasa Pilipinas
kapag
nasa America ka akala nila madami ka ng
pera. Ang totoo, madami
kang utang, dahil credit card lahat ang
gamit mo sa pagbili mo ng mga gamit mo.
Kailangan mo gumamit ng credit card
para
magka-credit history ka,
kase pag hindi ka umutang o wala kang
utang, hindi ka pagkakatiwalaan ng mga
kano . Pag wala kang credit card, ibig
sabihin wala kang kapasidad magbayad.

Akala nila mayaman ka na kase may kotse
ka na. Ang totoo, kapag hindi ka bumili
ng kotse sa America
maglalakad ka ng milya-milya sa ilalim
ng init ng araw o kaya sa snow. Walang
jeepney, tricycle o padyak sa
America ..

Akala nila masarap ang buhay dito sa
America . Ang totoo, puro ka trabaho
kase pag di ka nagtrabaho, wala kang
pangbayad ng bills mo sa kotse, credit
card, ilaw, tubig, insurance, bahay at
iba pa. Hindi ka na pwedeng tumambay sa
kapitbahay kase busy din sila
maghanap buhay pangbayad ng bills nila.

Akala nila masaya ka kase nagpadala ka
ng picture mo sa Disneyland, Seaworld,
Six Flags, Universal Studios at iba
pang attractions. Ang totoo, kailangan
mo ngumiti kase nagbayad ka ng $70+
para
makarating ka dun, kailangan mo na
naman
ang 10 hours na sweldo mong
pinangbayad sa ticket.

Akala nila malaki na ang kinikita mo
kase dolyar na sweldo mo. Ang totoo,
malaki pagpinalit mo ng peso, pero
dolyar din ang gastos mo sa America.
Ibig sabihin ang dolyar mong kinita sa
presyong dolyar mo din gagastusin.
Ang P15.00 na sardinas sa Pilipinas
$1.00 sa America , ang isang pakete ng
sigarilyo sa pilipinas P40.00, sa
America $ 6.50, ang upa mo sa bahay na
P10,000 sa Pilipinas, sa America
$1,000++.

Akala nila buhay milyonaryo ka na kase
ang ganda ng bahay at kotse mo. Ang
totoo milyon ang utang mo. Ang bago
mong
kotse 5 taon mong huhulugan. Ang
bahay 30 taon mong huhulugan. Ibig
sabihin, alipin ka ng bahay at kotse
mo.

Madaming naghahangad na makarating sa
America . Lalo na mga nurses at mga
guro, mahirap maging normal na
manggagawa sa Pilipinas. Madalas pagod
ka sa trabaho. Pag dating ng sweldo mo,
kulang pa sa pagkain mo. Pero ganun
din sa ibang bansa katulad ng America .
Hindi ibig sabihin dolyar na ang
sweldo mo, yayaman ka na, kailangan mo
ding magbanat ng buto para mabuhay ka
sa
ibang bansa.

totoo yan..sana mabasa ng mga relatives ko sa pinas. HAHA :) para indi hingi ng hingi ..

message ni boyfie :">

2008-02-26T18:46:00.000-05:00

To: Sandra Marie de Castro Pamatian

Salamat
At naging part ka ng magulong buhy koh at,
Nag karoon ng kabuluhn ang buhy kong ito, hahaha
Dahil sau, tumino akoh, kaw lang nka pg pbgo skn
Ramdam koh laht ng effort at sacrifice moh
At sana wag mag bgo ung magndang ugali moh,,

mhie, sna poh hndi mag bgo ung nara2mdamn moh skin
san wag ka poh mag sawa na mahalin ang isang tulad koh, khit na minsan nag aawy tau,
isipn nlang ntin na malalagpsan ntin toh,.,
mhie MAG HIHINTAY AKO SAYO khit gano ktagal kakaynin koh, khit gano kahirap titiisin koh, laht ng un magagawa koh kc MAHAL NA MAHAL kta SANDRA MARIE deCASTRO PAMATIAN,

Sana poh mpatwad moh koh sa lahat ng kasalanan koh sau, sa mga pag si2nungaling koh, pero laht poh un pnag sisihan koh,, lalo na ung present na naging kasalanan koh,, sobrang panagsisihan koh un,, kc alm koh kung anoh ung pdeng mwala,,
mhie,, sna poh mag twla ka prin skin, after nun,,
hanggang dito nalng po,, Iloveyou so much poh mhie, ingatz ka lgi,mwaaahh,

worst nightmare

2008-02-22T11:46:00.001-05:00

I don't have any idea how to start this entry. Okei let just start like this,I woke up around 10am because of his text. I called him and start talking to him and saying that I really miss him and vice versa. After that long talk saying i miss u, blah, blah, blah,it suddenly came out on my mouth asking him "did you had any girlfriend aside of me when I'm here?" and he answered me "YES"I was surprised, imagine him cheating on me? damn him!.. I want to feel mad with him,punch him and ask him WHY? but i can't!. The only words that came out on my mouth was GAGO KA! I want to scream out loud until i lose my voice. I want to cry that time,i want to tell him that i hate him. I hate him so much for doing all those things to me. I feel that he didn't appreciate all the things that i have done for the sake of this damn relationship.. It's really unfair. I know that this relationship is hard but if both of you really love each other you will survive to this relationship..

We both cried and he realized how much he love me, i ask him one more thing should i trust you again? isn't it hard to trust him again if He himself was the one who cheated on me? he just answered me this just please give me one more chance and i prove it to you, i don't want to promise but I'll try not to hurt you again.

I really don't know now how i would feel. I have so many question but the answer are so few. All i really know is i love him so much and i don't want to lose him.

And I hope this was really a nightmare but it wasn't. It really happened today, but i know it was just a trial again to our relationship.

JUST GET OVER IT SANDRA.

step up 2 the streets

2008-02-19T00:57:00.001-05:00

All hail to step up 2 the streets. It was a great movie. I watched step up 2 earlier with my gf's, and yeah it was an awesome movie. I really love the movie,even the main character change it's still great. You'll feel that you want to dance all night long.

try to watch it guys. ;) u wont regret it.

Flu

2008-02-16T20:55:00.005-05:00

I'm not feeling well today coz I'm sick flu to be exact.I woke up around quarter to 10, I tried to get up but I just can't. :[ Flu is the common disease as of now *quoted by eiika :D*

here's some flu symptoms that i felt today..

Headache
Extreme tiredness
Chills
dry cough
Cold

Crap!It's been a long time since i had a flu. Hope I can get well soon..

I wish you were here to be my Valentine.. :[

2008-02-14T21:35:00.004-05:00

I woke up around 8am, I was expecting his text and hell yeah when i saw my cell 0 messages, 0 missed call, as in NAAAHH. Deym!! I was expecting too much from him and so I thought this day will turn out not so special, but i was wrong. He texted me around 10am saying that he's sorry because he didn't text me blah.blah.blah, so i was so mean and i just read his text and didn't answer it. hahaha :] buti nga :p

But i will admit it i was blushing when i read his text.haha :] kalanding bata :D
Back to reality, Sad face of course because Valentine is the day of couples ryt? do u think I'm one of them? not being with your boyfie in the day of valentine? darn it!. It's been 2 effing years since we celebrated the valentine's day together.

Although we're not together, valentine's day must go on so i celebrate my valentine's with my family. We ate at Ruby Tuesday with Alexis my godchild. I was surprised when after we ate mom suddenly ask me this ano binigay sayo ni niel ngayong Valentine's day? and I was like, where the hell that thing came from? haha:] out of the blue she was asking me about neil? deym!. :] and i answered her nag-txt na siya saken binati ako ng happy valentine's tatawag na lang siya bukas. And the conversation ends like that. haha:]

Anweiz, I know that Valentines is not for couples only it's for us to share love to others and spread good cheer. Not just with members of our families and friends but also with others whenever an opportunity to share love comes our way.
Happy Valentine's to all. :]

luho ng mga spoiled brat quoted by erika :]

2008-02-12T23:21:00.007-05:00

yeah i can't leave without this things..

my lapppy- that's my kuya's birthday present last year.

my ipod- mom's birthday present 2yrs ago.

my digi cam - mom's christmas present last year

my phone- my cousin gave it to me last year..

childhood pictures

2008-02-07T22:12:00.001-05:00

this is me when i was 8months old. hahaha^^.

1yrs old here^^. at my grandmother's house. nakakatuwa kasi when i was a kid mahilig talaga akong ngumuso. wahaha =)

back when i was in kinder garden. yeah bata pa lang po ako posera na. hahaha^^. and the other one with my mom.

i used to be a marjoret way back in elementary days and ballet dancer too. can u imagine dat? me being a ballet dancer. wahahaha ^^. and the other one. that was my graduation picture with my mom.Grade 6. yeah mama's girl:)

high school days. first pic. 1st yr h.s. I was effing fat. darn it!. next second yr h.s and here dalaga na ako tignan. hahaha^^. anoh ba un. and last 3rd yr tumaba ulit i was 14yrs old der. :[ go ahead and find me :D

and this was taken last year my graduation picture. ^^.

Banito Banita..

2008-02-06T21:27:00.000-05:00

it's started through online to be specific sa banidad at first i don't know what is a forum. it's kinda difficult for me.duh.. ok sabihin niyo ng tanga pero sorry i don't know it. haha =) but i got used to it though and now I'm addicted with it. banidad is my life now. hahaha :] cheesssyy.. it's been a year i think since i a registered there^^. and yeah it's my first online community.. I meet so many friends there^^. or should i say mga ate and kuya hahaha =) they always there if i need them, they always cheer me up. I'm so thankful that even though u don't know dem in person but just one pm to them nanjan kaagad sila.. :] I really treasured our friendship banidad peepz. And thank you kasi banidad pipz lang talaga ang tumawag saken ng bunso. touch ako promise. hahaha:] drama na naman itoh.

and yeah kuya paulo did this to all banidad addicts..

i really admit it. I'm certified banidad addict :]

hidden meaningz behind filipino expression..

2008-02-01T23:30:00.000-05:00

1.''mwah'' means..i love you

2.''wala lang'' mEans..i miss you

3.''ok ka lng'' means..aNoh ka hiLo?

4.''haY nako'' meaNs..sEryOso akOw

5.''ingaT ka lge'' mEans..i caRe fOr yOu

6.''mzTa na'' mEans..cNong lovE mo?

7.''sEcret'' meaNs..IKAW

8.''aNong pRobLema mO'' mEans..hurT nMan aKow

9.''kaU pa rin bah?'' mEans..akow nMan

10.''grabE ha'' mEans..seLos akow

11.''sh!t'' mEans..akow nMan kasi

12.''iNaantOk na kow'' means..aLa kng kWenta kaUsap

13.''bkiT nMan'' mEans..aLam mO nMn na ikaw lng

14.''nakkaaLiw ka'' means..anG cuTe mO

15.''Ewan'' mEans..oo

16.''gnOon?'' mEans..kapal mo

17.''eH kasi'' mEans..nahihiya akow

18.''tLga lng ha'' mEans..nku boLa

19.''basta'' meaNs..wag knG mkuLit

20.''busY ka?'' meanS..kausapin mO nMan akow

21.''pWede ba'' mEans..mAscuTe nman aKow sa knYa

22.''kaWawA ka nMaN'' mEans..buTi nGa..sAbi kow sau ewh!

23.''suSunOd akow'' means..uMaLis ka na..anG kuLit mo ewh!

snow boarding

2008-01-17T23:33:00.000-05:00

yeah. earlier we went to park and nagsnow boarding kame. sayang wala si pongz..
only cessa erika and i.. it was fun thou. even greta's not der.

some of our pictures. ^^.

cessa and i throwing snow to each other..

outside our house.

wasted XD

want some?

japanese words..

2008-01-09T22:34:00.001-05:00

thank you - arigato gozaimasu
your welcome - do iteshimashite
good morning - ohayo gozaimasu
good afternoon - konnichiwa
good evening - konbanwa
i love you - aishiteru or aishitemasu
love - ai
i wanna see you- ai tai.

I - watashi
like - suki
you - anata
dai - big/lot

watashi wa anatawa dai suki desu.. ( i like you a lot )

they say most people says. DAI SUKE DESU

im lonely without you--Anata ga inakute samishi katta desu
im sorry - gomennasai
excuse me - sumimasen
take care - kiotsukete kudasai
ok - daijobu desu.

bonding time

2008-01-08T23:06:00.000-05:00

awww. i'm so thankful that i have a friends that always there for me if i need them..at least ngayon na labas ko lahat ng sama ng loob ko. nasabi ko sa self ko na ok lang ang lahat at maayos ko toh.. hahaha :]] ang drama ko..

pero yeah.. matapang ako :D kaya ko toh aja!!

Üthingy quiz..

2008-01-03T23:41:00.000-05:00

Where will you meet you boyfriend?
quiz in candymag. here's the answer..

At your favorite band's gig Your love for music will ultimately lead you to the guy of your dreams. His passion for music is inspiring—maybe you'll start talking when he lends you his garage band's demo CD. Whatever the conversation starter is, you'll never run out of things to talk about and gigs to attend. Who knows, the two of you might make music together too!

---huwaw. i was shocked. hahaha :D i'm speechless :p
basta no comment. ahaha :D

belated happy merry christmas

2007-12-30T17:14:00.000-05:00

hahaha :D sorry i know it was late to post it. but anweiz.. yeah. i'm so happy dat this year christmas turned so very memorable. Last december 24th my family and friends family celebrate christmas eve together. Me, margret, erika and cessa organize the simple christmas party. We had games, the normal games that filipino's most played.:] and i think all the kids enjoyed it. We also had the exchange gift.. and the foods was great too..We also took pictures mawawala ba naman yun. hehehe :]

some of are pictures..

erika, margret, me and cessa

my family :]

dotimas, dingzon, villapaz and me. hahaha:] ako lang kaya ang walang kapatid. ang dami nila margret and cessa

ice skating

2007-12-08T22:07:00.000-05:00

wwooo.. i had fun today. hehehe^^. nagice skating kame nila ekang. woo..
ang saya kaya. even though i dont knoe how to ice skate. yeah u heard me ryt i dont knoe really. hahaha^^. i'm a loser. :p
anweiz, i enjoyed it thou. next friday daw ulit. yeeyyy..

my christmas list

2007-12-04T23:20:00.000-05:00

my Christmas List. I hope someone would give me a present that's on my list. hahaha XD demanding. :]]

1. sony cybershot.
honestly i want the Olympus stylus coz i want the color, it's yellow.
i want to pair it with my laptop,but darn it the olmypus is so expensive..

2. Nokia 5300
i know dis one is old. but deym i want one of this. i love dis slide-up phone.

3.Learners permit
For my driving school. i need to take test first. dis what i'll be doing dis xmas break. Take a learners permit and enroll in driving school. ampf!

4. Scarfs
It's freaking cold now so i want scarf. hahaha :]] anybrand. i'm not brand conscious. poor sandy. :p

5. Hollister fleece
woo. I already got an AE fleece. and now i want one for hollister. gahd. hollister clothes are too expensive. so i didn't buy anything in their store. hahaha :]] i'm stingy i knoe. :p

6. Dress
Any dress is accepted. LOL anybrand is fine with me. :]] even if you bought it on UK. (ukay-ukay)hahaha:]]

7. Of corz money
I'll be hypocrite if i wont say i want money for xmas. hahaha :]]

8. last but not the least i want plane ticket back to the Philippines.
I want to see neil patrick l. fuentes. i want to spend my xmas with him. aww. dis will be the 2nd xmas that we dont spend xmas together.. ahuhuhu :[ i really really miss him.

lapit na xmas :[

2007-12-03T00:07:00.000-05:00

aww. december na. ilang days na lang christmas na. weee. nkakamiss ang simbang gabi.. hayzzz. how i wish na makauwi kame di ba? para masmasaya. hayzz..

ilang days na nga din pala nagiging chessy si patrick. hahaha :]] nkakatuwa na ewan ang loko. weeee. basta alam ko lang marunong xa magselos peo indi lang xa showy. hehehe.
i love him so much

i'm crazy over you

2007-11-28T23:22:00.000-05:00

I'm so lucky to have him. awww.. earlier he text me and pinapatawag niya ako. anoh oras lang un 10am dito. weee. tulog pa ako nun. hahaha:] pero xempre tumawag ako. ganun ko kamahal un. :) we had a nice conversation. awww. lalo ko tuloy siya namimiss..

i don't wanna loose him anymore..basta i can't explain how much i love him. unmeasureable ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya.. waaaaaa. i'm effing in-love with him.. un lang msabi ko. and i really miss him..

friendly qoutes

2007-11-25T22:29:00.000-05:00

ang pgkakaibgan natin ay prang pgskay sa seesaw pgwla ka down ako... i can't get up..

one sweet thing that i can offer .. is to make you laugh eventhough you refuse to smile..

ang drugs nga nman lht ng bgay nbbgo pgktao mo knbkasan mo pgiicp mo peo khit ilang gramo pa trahin ko. pgkakkaibgan natin di nya mbbgo..

deadly qoutes

2007-11-25T22:26:00.000-05:00

Nrnsan mo n bang mgmhal ng taong kla mo mahal k rin niya. hndi nman pla? ang hirap noh? klng nalng pgcgwan mong... tao kb? bat di mo mrmdamang mahal kita?..

ano ba ang pgmamhal? un bang pnaiyak ka na, pntwad mo p?un bang bnblewla kna hnhnap mo pa? un bang ngmmhal n ng iba, mnmhal mo pa? o un bang knalimutan kn umaasa ka pa?..

he was mine bt not rily.. i nvr rily had him so i nvr rily lost him i ges dis is how we'l always b.. i had him he had me bt den agen ders no US rily :[

ang pgsuko'y d nng2hulugan kduwagn!. mnsan my mga bgay na kaelangn give-up. d dhl pgod o sawa kn kndi dhil.. alm mong khit anong gwin mo d n tlga cya pra sau..

1day naalala q xa un tym na msya kame tym na lagi xa nanjan maya2 ang naicp ko un lagi nia cnsabi.. "luvu po di po kita iiwan" npluha aq "kya pla ngiisa ako naun"

tym can heal all wounds..tym can give u another chance. tym can hep u 4get. tym can let u move on. but tym can never gave back wat hae rily ended.. :[

wag mong pglaruan ang taong mahal ka, inintndi, at pngllban ka bka dumating ung tym na sbhn niang.."pgod na ko, mahl kita pep ngmmkha na kng tanga!"

if it happens, it damn happens if it wasn't meant it certainly doesnt dnt push through jst let go, dare not mock urself chasing and caressing 4sum1 hu ddn't even care to understand u it sucks, anit it? bt it sucks a lot if u dnt give up love, value and care 4 urself coz if u wont nobody would

i had a drim last nyt n ksama kita tpos bgla ka nlang nwala hnanap kita di na kita nkita pggcng ko nluha ako at nsabi ko "sana sa tuwing nwawala ka nananagnip lang ako"

mnsan kailangn mghiwalay pra mgksbukan mnsan kelangn msktan pra my mtu2nan at mnsan kaelangn mong mg1 pra mlaman mong siya na nga ba tlga o may darating pang iba?

never play on sum1 hu showed u wat love means coz only wen its too l8 dat u realize U'VE LOST SUMTHIN U WUD NEVER EVER HAVE AGAIN..

1 time i saw myself on a drim sitting on a long wooden bench i tot i was jst having a rest 4 ive just got tired 4 a couple of walks but as i stare of my reflection 4 a longer timesomething hits me that caused me 2 wake up when i open my eyes and face d ceiling i've realized i'm not tired bcoz of walking i'm tired bcoz of waiting 4 something dat at da end i knoe dat it will never happen.

ktngahn bng lmpit k khit umiiwas na xa? mgppncn kht bnbliwala niya lng?mghntay khit s wla? kaw ba ang tanga dhil umaasa p? o xa n d mkaunwang sbrang mahal mo xa?.. :[

mskit mhln ang taong dkn mahal kkpgod lng.. peo khit umiwas ka my msmskit pa ang ptgong umasa na bblik xa. hbang hnhntay m ang araw na mttgap mong wla na tlgang pgasa..

party..

2007-11-24T01:01:00.000-05:00

it was a long night. we went on c.j's house. birthday kasi nung sister niyang si alyssa. awww. we really enjoyed the night.weeee. ang galing talaga sumayaw ni c.j. and of course i saw mat-mat. :p he's cool. but moody xa and his to quite..ampf. lol
as in we dance na parang wala ng bukas. hahaha :]]

Ex will always be an ex

2007-11-20T23:13:00.000-05:00

why did you text me?
why after all that I've done, you still nice to me?
or should i say why do you still love me? :[
we're over right? it's been a while.
please. I've already moved on.
I've already found my boy.-__-
go find other woman.
You deserve someone better than me.

having a friends

2007-11-16T22:49:00.000-05:00

awww. pumunta dito sila ekang. weee. masaya lang kasi bonding tym na naman sa kanila. hehe^^. nagparlor chuva kame. hehehe^^. and we bake brownies.. yummy!!.. den we went to wal-mart hahaha^^. we saw a sign. nakalagay PLACE WAS CARD HERE. what the heck is dat?. we dont get it. that's nonsense.. was is past tense. ryt? waaaa. wrong grammar ampf..
anweiz nagejnoy naman ako.. hope pati sila nagenjoy din. :)

True meaning of love

2007-11-15T00:31:00.000-05:00

True meaning of love:

if it's because of your eyes, lips or your great body it's not love it's Lust

if it's because of your intelligence or insyt about life it's not love it's Admiration

if it's because you cry every time he tries to leave it's not love it's Pity

if it's because you make him for get to study and sleep it's not love it's Infatuation

Love is when you don't know why you seem to be attracted to a person..Love has it's reason..and that reason is unknown..

another korean words..

2007-11-15T00:05:00.000-05:00

another korean words ;)

Annyong = Hi *infromal
[ann-yong]
Annyong Haseyo = Hello, Good Morning, Good Afternoon
[ann-yong ha-se-yoh]
Annyeonghi Jumuseyo = Good Night
[ann-yong-hi ju-mu-se-yoh]
Annyeonhi Gaseyo = Bye bye *
[ann-yong-hi ka-se-yoh]
Dongsaeng = Little brother/sister
[dong-seng]
Je ireumeun...imnida = My name is...
[example: Je ireumeun Jhana imnida]
[jeh irum-yun m-ni-dah]

Take Note:

1. Korean's pronounce the R as L, and G as K. So when you read something like GOMBAWOYO it is actually said as KOMBAWOYO.

2. If it is your first time meeting someone who is of course a Korean you add "mnida" if it ends with a vowel. [Annyong Haseyo.. Jhana-imnida] but if it ends with a consonant you add "seumnida [su-mnidah]" so it'll go "Annyong Haseyo... Lucifer-seumnida."

*Formal form is MOSTLY used by men.

3. Korean words are also translated from English - Korean but when you translate it is often omitted if it is clearly understood from the context.

Example:

Where do you live? = Eodi saseyo [o-di sa-se-yoh]? = Where live?

2nd anniversary

2007-11-11T23:48:00.000-05:00

i'm so happy today. kahit na hindi kame magkasama. i still feel da magic. hahaha^^. corny. peo true. i thought di nia ako babatin but i was wrong. hinihintay nia pala akong tumawag sa knya yesterday. hahaha^^. i can't explain how lucky am i to have him.
HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY Thank you for making me happy even in small things to bigger thing that you've done to me. I really appreciate it. mwah. WAG KANG BIBITIW :p

owh my ginawa ng pla si mamae for us. kyut. let me post it here.

dance party and korean language that i've learned

2007-11-10T23:07:00.000-05:00

yeee. we had fun tonight. even thought we only dance with one guy. dat sucks. LOL
our first and last dance. it was so fun. dis da first tym dat we went to a dance party with white people. lol and yeah the music hahaha. crank dat was da most requested song. hahaha^^. can u imagine dat? O_o white pipz dancing soulja boy. hahaha^^.

Korean words that i've learned today. Wink

Gachi haedo dwaeyo= May / Can I join you?
[gat-shi ha-e-do duwah-e-yo]
Yeogi anjado daelkkayo = Shall we sit here?
[yoh-gi an-jah-do da-el-kkah-yo]
Sheng Il-Chukahae / Sheng Il-Chukkahamnida = Happy Birthday
[sheng il-chuka-hey / sheng il-chu-kkah-ham-nidah]
Dangsinhago gachi inneun.ge joayo = I like being with you
[dang-sin-hago ga-tsi inn-un.geh jo-a-yoh]
Oppa = Older Brother [used by women]
[o-ppah]
Noona = Older sister [used by men]
[nu-nah]
Arasso? = Do you get it? / Okay?
[a-ra-ssoh]
Dangsineul sarangheyo = I am in love with you
[dang-shi-nul sa-rang-he-yoh]
Yongwonhee = Forever
[yong-won-hee]
Eonje dasi mannal su innayo? = When will I see you again?
[on-jeh da-si man-nal suh i-nnah-yo]
Onje? = When?
[on-jeh]
Mworago haesseoyo? = I beg your pardon?
[mwoh-ra-goh ha-sseyo]
Miyanheyo = I am Sorry
[mi-yan-he-yoh]
kam sahamnida = Thank you
Neh / Ye = Yes

my effing emotion

2007-11-01T21:28:00.000-04:00

crap. i hate myself. i'm effing sad ryt now.. i mean kasi kahapon si iche dinala sa hospital may dengue siya and she needs a blood donor. f*ck i'm effing nervous and at the same tym i feel guilt coz we fought da last tym we talked.waaaaaa.. and her bro may thypoid naman. waaa. god another trial for our family. hope they can survive.tssk. tsssk.

And now i'm effing sad. and freaking angry with myself. . *sigh* lahat ata kameng magkakaibigan malungkot naun at gustong umiyak. hope we can move on.
buti pa si cess masaya.

first day of being a college student.

2007-10-18T21:07:00.000-04:00

first day of being a college student. deym, one on one with my instractor. well, dat's gud for me. hehehe^^, atleast i can focus on my lesson. my four classmate didn't show up. i dont knoe why. maybe dey for got.
anweiz. di naman siya ganun kahirap ewh. coz nandun naman si kuya levz para iguide ako sa campus.. thank god nandun si kuya levz. hehehe^^, bonding tym din un with kuya levz. after the 4hours classes. thank god dismissal na. hehehe^___^ after the class me and kuya levs meet at the bookstore. hehehe. sabay kame uuwi ewh. pero bago umuwi dumaan muna kame sa library and nanghiram ng books and dvd. yeah. can u imagine dat. nanghiram ako ng libro para basahin ko. hahaha^^, first tym un. LOL :p
basta. i'm happy na college na ako. ^__^ woot.

roaming

2007-10-12T21:49:00.000-04:00

my roaming is now active. yeeeyyy!!. i'm so happy. my relatives can txt me now for only 1ph.. yeeeyyy. :) but i need to maintain 100ph load balance. darn it!. sike!.

anweiz. we went to chickfil-A. grabe si alex di umalis sa playplace. kakalokang bata. hehehe =)

may nakita akong chucks na low top. deym!!. swear i really want it. it's color yellow. weee. love it. i will get dat soon. hahaha =).

i want a guy^^,

2007-10-11T00:34:00.000-04:00

do dey really exist? how i wish^^.

new Look.^^,

2007-10-10T14:55:00.000-04:00

my new hair cut, hehehe^^, i dont knoe kung bagay ba o anoh. heheheXD

happy weekend.

2007-09-17T23:47:00.000-04:00

yeey, i got my new laptop. :D sobra happy ako. tnx sa kuya ko. present nia sken toh ewh. :)

and nung sunday grabe ang saya, pinagdrive kame ni ekang. namasyal kame. pumunta kme ng starbucks. hehehe :D sobra saya talaga.. hope na maulit un. tnx gurlls. i enjoyed dat nyt. mwah..

bday ko na ilang minutes na lang. hehehe:D hope maging happy ako. :P

Love quotes

2007-09-10T18:13:00.000-04:00

"It's hard when you meet the right love at the wrong time but what is more painful is when you have to give up the right love because you have to face the right time holding the wrong love…"

"..sumtyms, we get hurt so much dat each timewe see the person who gave us pain, we see a flash back of what happened! In our past, every tear, every heartbreak that it gave us, and each time we do, all we could remember is how we loved each other that much, too much it didnt worked! Becoz sumtyms even if everything felt so perfect, it just meant to teach us NOT TO STAY FOREVER.."

"Theres a lot of things I miss about you, not just the talks we had or the times we shared,but what i miss most is I can't smile without you"

"you will never know love unless you surrender to it."

""i lEarned hOw tO loVE wiThout eXpecting anYthing iN rEturn... fOr a wHilE it Felt goOd..buT soOn enOugh i hAd tO stOp... why? cOz tHe mOre i LovEd tHe peRson tHE moRe i LoOSE mySElf..."

"Feelings and emotions change. It doesn't mean that if you don't feel for each other anymore, the love is gone. If love when only feelings, then there is no such thing as lasting. Love can sometimes turn numb or even boring. But no matter what, as long as you choose and decide to still continue, it will be more beautiful. Perhaps love is just taking a rest. You just have to be patient, because love itself is life. Not all the time you are in for all its happiness. Sometimes you also have to give in to its bitterness. Love maturely, not idealistically..."

waaatttaa luv?!!..hayzz..

lien<3

2007-09-04T21:17:00.000-04:00

LIEN= tell me if you love me. tell me if you admire me. make me happy and make me cry at the same tym. tickle me. hug me tight. kiss me in the rain. kiss me on my forehead. tell me jokes. choose me with thoose girls u hang-up with. be with me forever. said to me that i complete you. if you want to be with me tell me..lalala<3

♥♥I HOPE IT'S YOU♥♥

Are you real or are you a dream
Are you true, or not what you seem
Cause I've been here before
Don't wanna hurt myself no more oh no

Someone who feels for me
Who's constantly inlove with me
And cares for me
Someone who won't say goodbye
Someone who can change my life
I hope its you, I hope its you

Will you stay, or will you leave
Shall I doubt, or shall I believe
Cause I've been here before
Don't wanna hurt myself no more oh no no

Someone who feels for me
Who's constantly inlove with me
And cares for me
Someone who won't say goodbye
Someone who can change my life
I hope its you, I hope its you

How will I know
If you're gonna be here tomorrow
Tell me baby what can I do
When there's no other way
But to give you my heart, my love
And trust you from the start
don't break my heart

Someone who feels for me
Who's constantly inlove with me
And cares for me
Someone who won't say goodbye
Someone who can change my life

Someone who feels for me
Who's constantly inlove with me
And cares for me
Someone who won't say goodbye
Someone who can change my life
I hope its you, I hope its you

camping2007

2007-09-03T22:31:00.000-04:00

camping is done!!..ang saya grabe!!..ung last nyt nglaro kame ng patintero saka piko..wahahaha^______^ nakakakamiss sobra!!!...taz nglaro pa ng pusoy dos!..konti lang nman nainom ko..cocktail na jack daniels lang nman po..hahaha^^, enjoy xa grabe!!..indi xa camping ewh...fiesta po xa..hahaha^^,

next year meon daw ulit i dont knoe kung saan..basta mamasasyal daw sa cave..something like dat...bsta fun xa..promise!!..hehehe^^,

some of our pictures:

itoh ang ininom namin..bwahahaha^^,

love guide!..

2007-08-31T00:59:00.000-04:00

* Letting go is the hardest part at of all.

* God had better plans

* Good friends are care for each other.

* Love really is unpredictable

* it is better to live knowming yourself than without knowing your true self at all.

READ MODE

2007-08-30T20:54:00.000-04:00

yesterday, nagbasa lang ako ng MY GIRL AND I sa candymag..waaa...until now pgbinabsa ko un naiiyak pa rin ako..i really love that story..naun babasahin ko naman xa for 3rd tym around..wahaha^____^ LMAO...

i just wanna share dis song..i really really love it..

Many girls have come to you
With a line that wasn't true
And you just passed them by

Now you're in the center ring
And their lies don't mean a thing
Why don't you let me try

I don't need a diamond ring
Cause you prove your love to me when you sing
Sweet and mellow

La la la la la la la la la means I love you
La la la la la la la la la means I love you

Never thought I'd meet a boy
Who could bring me so much joy
You are the one for me

Let me take you in my arms Surround you with my charms
I'm sure that you will see
The things that I'm saying are true This is the way that I explain them you
Listen to me

La la la la la la la la la means I love you
La la la la la la la la la means I love you

The things that I'm saying are true
Now I'd bet to spend my whole life through
Loving you
Can't you hear me

La la la la la la la la la means I love you
La la la la la la la la la means I love you

La la la la la la la la la means I love you
La la la la la la la la la means I love you

2mrw camping namin..woooo!!..buong family ksma..can't wait for it!!..hehehe^_____^

Sunday galore!

2007-08-26T23:47:00.000-04:00

aus naman ung day ko naun..kc ngswimming kame nila cessa sa hauz ng stepbro ko, dami na nman nmin pictures..sus adik tlga kame sa pictures..hehehe(: b-day ng niece ko naun..aus lang masaya..i meet Marie, kuya pinoy's stepsister..

hayz, taz naun nman nakakainis..i feel sad tonight..dont knoe why!..waaaa..prang gs2 ko maglaho muna for 1day taz babalik na lang ako pghinanap na nila ako..hayzz..:(
buti na lang nanjan si mommy peachy to cheer me up..(: tnx mommy peachy..mwah..

baTi na Kame..

2007-08-26T00:51:00.000-04:00

Yes!!..sa wakas bati na kame ni kuya...hehehe(: nagusap na kame kanina..and i'm so happy..tsk!..di na ako gaGwa ng kalokoHan..hehehe...

yabzu kUyA..mwah...missu..

he's mad at me..):

2007-08-24T22:24:00.000-04:00

he's mad at me!!!.. :( i knoe i did wrong dapat xa ung kinamphan ko kc brother ko xa peo may mali rin nman kc xa ewh.. hayz..anoh ba nman kc xa ewh..nakakainis..wla daw xa kakampi..hayz..anoh ba xa may sissy po xa d2..anoh ba nman kc?..i hate myself..huhuhu:(

bsta ang guLo..kakainis..ayaw nia ako kausapin..he's really mad at me...wat i'm going to do?...huhuhu:( this day sucks..

half of my life..

2007-08-23T15:43:00.000-04:00

after 15 years, nakausap ko rin xa!!, ang churva!..peo ganuN pLa uNg feeLing nUn noh!..
speechless kMe pareHo waLa ako masabi!..grAbE as iN!!..peO di pa rin mAaLis sken na magaLit..after how manY years Bkit naun lang di ba?..un ung poinT ko ewh..pEo aus na riN..atleast i heard his voice..somedaY magkiTa rin kame, peo never akong sasama sa knya at iiwan si mommy!!...it will not happen.. never!!..

sleep over pictures

2007-08-23T01:33:00.000-04:00

almost 1am na yan!..peo gising pa rin!..adik sa mga picture ewh..lol (:

^ako ung nkatalikod, si greta aun nice posing!..hahaha^____^

gera na toh!!!!..hahaha^__^itsura namin owh!!..hehehe

last picture namin!!!..^^,

**we had a great time taking our pictures!!!..**

sleep over :)

2007-08-21T17:02:00.000-04:00

**dito ngsleep over ang mga bakla sa hauz naun!..lol.. wat tym na kame natulog.. mga 2:30am na.. waaaa. kakaloka ung dalawa!.. tawa ng tawa madaling araw na.. wahaha :)
bsta un na un. msaya ang sleep over.. mamaya d2 pa cla.. lol..
si margret aga nagcng pare koi!..pano kchat si mr. suave.. wahahaha =) inluv na si margret!!!.. woooo!!.dont worry pongz!.. were olweiz here lang..mwah!...
madaya lang si ekang di pumunta!!.ampf ka ekang..hahaha..lol

**si kuya naman pasaway!..wala pa sa hauz until now!.. hayz naku loko talaga un..sabhn ba rin nman na di ko raw xa gncng.. hala!!..gncng ko kaya xa.. loko ba xa..wahaha=))
eniweiz!..ang sarap ng may kuya!..hope nga lang na nand2 xa din xa sa MD.. huhuhu ):

for you!(:

2007-05-28T00:40:00.000-04:00

i olweiz think about yoU dis past few weeks. After i saw those pictures of yours it makes me feel again the tyMz tHat thE twO of us arE together. Honestly i diDn't blame you in oUr brEak-up coz i know that we will end up like this,but still I can't move-on my mind keep saying that i should stop loving you but my heart says that i shouLd waiT unTil i comE bacK their.
What shouLd i do? yOur noT my fiRst boYfriend but for me your my firsT love. I think there ryt that first love nEver dies. Well even though we only last for a year and a half months. I'm still thankful that god givE us the chance tO met each othEr.
Remember the first day thaT we met. you look so scarEd to me coz i want you to take a picture but you refused,haha[; I also remember the tym that you called me "baby'' I was puzzled that tym coz we're not together and you donT even coUrted me bUt still we end up couples. I shouLd say that we are the best couple in ouR room. "take note the word room"..haha[; evEryone toLd us that we look good together and yEah we know that ^__^ I miss the days that you keep tickeling me and whispering to my ear. I felt butterfly in my stomach that days..I felt like in heaven..[;I always wish to god that our relationship were last forever but i know that god have his own reason why he gave this trials to us all i can say to you DHIE that even were not couple anymore.I'm still be here for you no matter what happen and i'm still waiting and hoping that someday we should go back to the day that we're happy.
I LOVE YOU DHIE AND NOTHING CAN EVER TAKE THAT LOVE AWAY!!!